30 Day Song Challenge: Blood.

Day 05 – A song that has a new meaning to you every time you hear it.

I hate you for the sacrifices you made for me
I hate you for every time you ever bled for me
I hate you for the way you smile when you look at me
I hate you for never taking control of me

I hate you for always saving me from myself
I hate you for always choosing me and not someone else
I hate you for always pulling me back from the edge
I hate you for every kind word you ever said
I’ll bleed you dry now

Blood, blood, blood
Pump mud through my veins
Shut your dirty, dirty mouth
I’m not that easy

Blood, blood, blood
Pump mud through my veins
I’m a dirty, dirty girl
I want it filthy

Blood, blood, blood
Pump mud through my veins
Shut your dirty, dirty mouth
I’m not that easy

Blood, blood, blood
Pump mud through my veins
I’m a dirty, dirty girl
I want it filthy

I love you for everything you ever took from me
I love the way you dominate and you violate me
I love you for every time you gave up on me
I love you for the way you look when you lie to me
I love you for never believing in what I say
I love you for never once giving me my way
I love you for never delivering me from pain
I love you for always driving me insane
I’ll bleed you dry now

Blood, blood, blood
Pump mud through my veins
Shut your dirty, dirty mouth
I’m not that easy

Blood, blood, blood
Pump mud through my veins
I’m a dirty, dirty girl
I want it filthy

Blood, blood, blood
Pump mud through my veins
Shut your dirty, dirty mouth
I’m not that easy

Blood, blood, blood
Pump mud through my veins
I’m a dirty, dirty girl
I want it filthy

(I hate you, I hate you, I love…)

Blood, blood, blood
Pump mud through my veins
Shut your dirty, dirty mouth
I’m not that easy

Blood, blood, blood
Pump mud through my veins
I’m a dirty, dirty girl
I want it filthy

Blood, blood, blood
Pump mud through my veins
Shut your dirty, dirty mouth
I’m not that easy

Blood, blood, blood
Pump mud through my veins
I’m a dirty, dirty girl
I want it filthy

I hate you for every time you ever bled for me

The first time i heard this song, I thought it was about a chick who was being sarcastic about her partner.

For instance, the whole 1st half of the song are things that her partner doesn’t do, and then the second half would be the things that her partner actually does.

The more I listen to it, I then began to think about how its the nature of some people and how sometimes, they want one thing and not the other. . .Maybe they thought they wanted a “good guy” but as it goes along, they just end up resenting that person for being too “good”.

Meanwhile, they are yearning for someone to come along to treat them like shit. . .There are those masochists, who seek out the drama, and doomed to fail partners because of the excitement, mystery and never ending guessing.  I hate to point it out, because of how explicitly cliche, yet true in some cases, but with some people, the more you treat them like shit, the more they want to be with you.

Some people thrive on that shit.

Then I thought, well maybe it’s about a girl, who is struggling between wanting to be a “good” girl and not that “dirty slut” lurking just underneath the surface, and whoever she is with, is making her compromise in ways she is not yet comfortable with, but still curious and excited about.

Now I am at the point where I just thing that this song is about how crazy some people are, and certain relationships magnify this “crazy”.  Nothing is ever good enough.  Nothing is ever right.  They want you to just “know” They don’t want to take responsibly for their actions, and deflect that YOU are the one that is the problem.  and well. . . Fuck that.

Bitches be crazy.

Oh, and I think this chick is super f’n hot.

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2 Comments (+add yours?)

  1. rilschsea
    Feb 15, 2013 @ 10:55:10

    That chick is super f’ing hottt

    Reply

  2. rilschsea
    Feb 15, 2013 @ 10:56:41

    Panoramic…atticus ross….its instrumental…..enhances the thoughts i have at the moment….whatever they are

    Reply

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