2013 Fairy Birthday Card Reading

As Birthday tradition, I like to check in with the fairies on my birthday.  See if they have anything insightful they wanna tell me.

As always, the fairies are full of insight.

Those Fairies!

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Heart of the Matter:

Dreams Coming True

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According to the fairies, the life I have been “dreaming” of is becoming a reality.  I’m not sure what that means, because the life I have been dreaming of, involves no bills, lots of money and lots of traveling. . . .So either I will be winning the lottery?  Or a sugar daddy will soon be appearing.  Quite frankly, I think I have a better chance at winning the lottery than a sugar daddy coming along.  😛

Anyways, desires are manifesting.  Sweet.

Opposing Factor/Factor for Change:

Romantic Partner

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There are several ways I can take this.  One . . . that relationships could be an opposing factor, or obstacle in obtaining my goals/dreams. . . Perhaps I am just so fixated on a relationship in my life that I am NOT putting much effort or thought into other goals.  Perhaps it is because I am so focused on this aspect of my life, is why I feel that everything else is off?  OR, a relationship that is currently present in my life, will begin to present itself in a manner that I have been hoping it would.  Hence the manifesting from the pervious card.  Either way, a particular relationship HAS been playing a big role in my life these days.

Or this just really reinforces that a sugar daddy will be introduced.  Pbbllt! Pbbllt!

I kid.  Relax.

Root Cause:

Feeling Safe (inverted)

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By looking at the 1st two cards, it’s easy to see now, where all this stems from.  There obviously is a situation where I am not feeling “safe”.

Perhaps what the fairies are saying is that this uneasy feeling that I am carrying, is what is blocking me from visualizing what it is I want to attain.  *sigh* Sometimes it’s just so hard to let go of hurt, especially when there are no logical answers or explanations.

Past/Receding Influence:

 

Quiet Time

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Hmmm. . . I am not so sure on this.  On a whole, I can see an urge of more “me” time, and more me time in the sense of more me “reflection” time.

Or perhaps, I have been too quiet?  Yes, I think that may be it, because my next card is. . . .

Attitudes & Beliefs/Goal or Purpose:

Creative Expression

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Except for making a few birthday gifts here and there, I have not really tapped into my artistic side.  I did pull out a cross stitch I have been working on for years. . . but even that is slow going, and I don’t put an exceptional amount of effort into finishing it anytime soon.  I do feel a bit stagnant in my creative department.  I have sort of just been sitting around not doing much.  I talk about how I want to sew this, or make a bunch of pendants, or do another play, find another show for my Burlesque hooping, but I don’t actually “do” much about it.  So I am thinking the fairies are saying Hey!  That’s enough lazing about!  Time to get our creative mojo going!  Yeah!

Future/Approaching Influence/Unresolved Factor/Quality to Embrace:

 

Higher Consciousness

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“This card is a validation that my recent feelings, thoughts, dreams and aspirations are coming from my spirit.  I am receiving guidance from my true self, which is one with the Divine universal wisdom.”

Bitchin!

I feel more in tune with myself and the powers that be.  I figure if I don’t ask for much, then I can’t be as disappointed.  A problem I think I had in regards to my spiritual relationship.

You as you are/Could Be/Present yourself/See yourself:

 

Stand Your Ground

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It’s good to see this card in this spot.  I need to make decisions based more so on my true feelings.  I have noticed that I have been openly communicating more so, even with difficult people.  Or at least I feel that way.  Normally I would just be like Fuck it!  and shut down.  But lately, I have been a bit more assertive is getting my point across, and demanding the truth from others.

It is a quality I feel that I need to tap into more.

Let me walk my truth, and you walk yours.  The end!

Well not the end. . . we still have more cards to go,

Environment

Vacation

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Fuck yeah I need a vacation.  I don’t need the fairies to tell me this shit.

Hopes And Fears

Environmental Awareness

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Son of a bitch I do not like this card.  I knew too, that this card was going to show up somewhere in this spread.  I guess I just don’t fully understand the message behind it.  Be greener?

I will say this.  My goal for the coming warmer months is to be outside as much as possible.  To reconnect with my Earthy roots (as I am an earth sign.)

I also feel that this card, on a personal level is also telling me that not only do I need to be more active in physical environmental matters, but also emotional and spiritual ones as well.  To take a look at my “environment” and make check to see if it is serving me in a more satisfying spiritual way.

Final Outcome

 

New Location (inverted)

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Boo!  Hiss!! I had been hoping to find a new gig soon.   The gig I have now, is not really doing it for me.  I am growing more and more disinterested and frustrated, and the money is just not cutting it.  *sigh* screw you fairies!

But let’s look at the BIG picture. . . The Culmination of all these cards. . .could it be if I do not tackle my insecurities and not listen to myself, then there is the possibility for no movement?  Hmmm. . . So encrypted fairies.. . so encrypted.

Usually I like to draw an extra card that is sort of my Mantra, or Power card for the remainder of the year.  This Birthday’s Mantra is:

INNER POWER!

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BOO YA!  Right in your face!

I will allow myself to experience and express my true innate power!  There is no stopping me.  There is nothing I can not accomplish (except flying to the moon by flapping my arms)…….with in reason!  I am Kaycee and I sound my yawp over the rooftops!

Ok.

Now The end.

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