If You Could Save Yourself, You’d Save Us All

This is for you. Yes you.
For I know that you have been “digging” to find something that would point the fault at me.
But we both know. . .don’t we.

No matter what it is that you tell yourself. . . how you justify it to yourself to remove any traces of blame from your shoes, It doesn’t really excuse all of the lies, deception and the hurt that has been caused.

The devastation of a heart who only wanted the love it put out in return.

And until you are able to hold that mirror up to your face. . .and take a good look at yourself, especially the parts that do not serve you in healthy ways, you will be forever stunted.

And good luck living a life as such.



Goodbye September…

*sigh* I love Mike Patton….and I love this song. It’s really speaking to me at the moment. I used to love autumn time….now I dont so much. Now it represents for me the last gasping breath before we are plunged into the dark coldness.
And i’m sad. I’ve been sad.
I don’t know what else to say.



Really good tutorial for escalator variations.

I always forget about these. . . .


Tutti Pronti

I am totally digging this shit. I have found it is a good jam to hoop to. . . . . as is a few other of this guy’s songs.

lots of fun for paddles and breaks and just to get funky with it.

I should point out that I do not speak Italian. Though I want to learn. Mostly due to this guy and Mike Patton singing in Italian. . .grrrrrr. . .

There is just something about some of this guy’s songs that I found are pretty damn catchy.

He’s like the Italian Eminem.

I know I’ve been posting a lot of videos lately, but life is kinda busy busy busy.
I am trying to memorize a shit ton of lines. I have Act one down and and attempting Act 2 and i Just want to bash my head into a wall. As the play progresses, it just gets more wordy. There is maybe a total of 5 minutes total where I am NOT on stage blabbing my mouth.

By the end of practice, I don’t want to talk, and I sure as shit don’t want to think.

About anything.

Except Italian rap.

The end.


Harlow Estrange Burlesque and Hoop

2:57 minute mark. . . WHAT????
4:17 minute mark. . . . WHATT?????

So much good stuff.

Fucking awesome.

Ok I’m done for today.

You’re welcome.


Swinging Hoop Burlesque

Super cute Burlesque hoop video!!

Gotta say I am smitten!


Backspin Into One Leg Hooping.

Pretty cool move, and she seems to break it down nicely. I mean, I’m sitting here watching thinking to myself, I could totally do that.

That is until I actually go to do it.

Anyways, I shall put this one on the list of shit to work on.


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