I’m not sure where it was I was going in this dream, or where exactly I was. All in know is that there were others with me. Whether or not I knew these other individuals in my waking life or even in this dream, I also have no idea. All I know is that our lives, were floating towards the direction of singularity.
Again, it was the feeling of ceasing to exist that seemed to dominate the dream.
In physics, the point of singularity can refer to many things, however, the one that seems to be resonating most with me, is that of a black hole. That all information breaks down.
I am not sure, but it felt like me and my cohorts where nearing one perhaps? Even though the setting of the dream did not feel Sci-Fi/spacey.
I remember calling my mother on the phone to say goodbye. It was sort of sad, because she did not want me to go. I kept telling her that there may be a chance I could come back, if the higher intelligent beings would allow it, step in, and send us back.
I have no idea what the hell that means.
Yet as we traveled closer to this “point” I lost communication with my mom. I was then left hoping that whoever these intelligent beings were, would hurry up and save us.
Save us they did, while I never “saw” these beings. There presence was felt, as was a weird energy. Like they had the ability to manipulate time.
Next thing I know, I am in a “new” life, with these others, and we are talking about the number of times that we have all been sent back. (or how many more times we will need to go back??) I can only remember my OAOABF’s number, who was now in the dream as “someone else”. Either he has been incarnated 157 times, or he is fated to another 157 lifetimes.
It was definitely a weird ass dream.
My philosophical and spiritual views are deeply steeped in theories of reincarnation.
After all, from a scientific view point, energy is never destroyed. Just transformed. And, we are beings of energy.
Whether or not our consciousness, our personalities, sense of self awareness . . .what have you, survive this life onto whatever is next, I have no idea. Once upon a time I had been so inclined to tell you absolutely. Yet, age, and lost of spiritual connectivness has weakened this feeling. I still fee l it to a degree, but there seems to be some doubt lurking about.
I like to think that we as souls are eternal. . .I mean, If God/Goddess/Universe/ Etc.. is, was, and always will be, and if we are created from that, then we too are, was, and always will be.
So why re-incarnating?
Because it is the only way in which to perfect our souls.
Anyways, I just thought it an odd dream. That or the Tall Greys are fucking with me once again. Assholes.